There will always be distance between me and dad..
Unfortunately I don't sit well with short fuses and dictatorship lifestyles.

It was really hard.. To call and tell my friends that Dad had cancer and wasn't going to live long... Some hit closer to home than others..

Dad has liver cancer.. In it's final stage.. He is getting weaker every passing day. I'm worried he might not wake up after a night's sleep....

Me and dad never had a good relationship. I often wondered if something was to ever to happen to him, would I shed tears? After hearing the news that he had cancer.. I couldn't help but.. Lose myself.

Please.. Santa.
I wish for a Christmas miracle.

When you stretch a rope too tightly, it is inevitable that it should snap one day... 

What about people?

If you've already stopped caring about me long ago,
you could at least just told me... in person.
I could have at least been able to move forward...

The problem lies within emails, texting, and blogs!

Emails are sure convenient though.
Without even know how they look like, or how their
voice sounds, you can open up your heart to them,
and then stop whenever you want.

In a way, emails are a double-edged sword...